Ieri sera l'ho ammanettato. Le sue braccia stese, ai polsi due bracciali di ferro con una serratura da conficcare con delle chiavi.

Volgarmente bella la sensazione di potenza, comando assoluto, lui dipendeva da me. Missione farlo godere. Tentativo di leccargli le palle lubrificando l'uccello per farlo scivbolare meglio in gola.

Dopo aver fatto l'amore lui si riveste mentre l'altro lui sta disteso sul divano e fotografa lui. Tutto scorre nelle vene. Tutto. Anche lo sperma. In un preservativo c'è vita, nella mia bocca anche.

I am the woman who walks along the streets patting cats as she goes.
I try not to take it personally when they run. In fact, it's probably better when they do. Not because I'm a sociopathic cat killer, but there are others who are.
I'm just a oversized child who never outgrew her desire to make friends with strange animals.
I no longer peer through fences at dogs threatening me with growls and teeth. But if they wag their tail I'll risk reaching out a hand.

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Show Topic:  The Path to Peace and Fulfillment.

Who is Howard Falco?

Howard Falco is an everyday married father of two who in 2002 at age 35 went through a sudden, massive and dramatic shift in consciousness. The depth of this new insight from these “peak experiences” unveiled the answers to many of the larger questions that humanity asks on a regular basis, such as “Who am I?” “Why am I here?” and “Why do I suffer?” After spending over two years integrating, understanding and accepting the shift he wrote the soon to be released book I AM: The Power of Discovering Who You Really Are. He also opened the guidance service Truth Serum as another way to offer the knowledge to others. It has been Howard’s desire to honor the information he learned by offering it to others who are interested in achieving peace in their own lives.

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What is evolution?

It is the central idea that all life on Earth shares a common biological ancestor. In this case, we are all a part of a descent through genetic inheritance. We are distant cousins of oak trees, humming birds and whales because we have a common denominator in our genetic make-up.

Where does God fit in the equation?

According to scripture, God is revealed as a personal Being who created Adam and Eve "in his own image" (Gen 1:27). In the Bible he is an infinite, eternal, self-existent Being who is the First Cause of all that is. After God had finished creating, he observed it all and it was "very good" (Gen 1:31). God created all things in "the heavens and the earth" (Gen 1:1; cf. Isa 40:28; 42:5; 45:18; Mk 13:19; Eph 3:9; Col 1:16; Heb 1:2; Rev 10:6). God's creation was formless, empty and covered with darkness (Gen 1:2) before he used the power of his word for creation (Gen 1:3, 6, 9, 11, 14, 20, 24, 26). The entire Trinity, not just the Father, had a role in creation (Jn 1:1,3).

What is the purpose and goal of God in creation?

God created the heavens and the earth as a manifestation of his glory, wisdom and power. David says, "The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands" (Ps 19:1; cf. Ps 8:1). God created the heavens and the earth in order to receive back the glory and honor due to him (Ps 98:7-8; 148:1-10; Isa 55:12). God created the earth in order to provide a place where his purpose and goals for humankind might be fulfilled (Isa 60:21; 61:1-3; Eph 1:11-12; 1Pe 2:9). The culmination of God's purpose for creation is recorded in Rev. 21:3 "He will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God."

Creation and Evolution.

It has been mentioned that creationism is not a scientific theory and therefore it has no relevance in the public schools. It is safe to say that creationism is not a scientific theory just like evolution is not truly scientific. Instead, evolution is a predominant worldview and a naturalistic explanation about the origin of life and the development of the universe. It begins with the assumption that there is no personal, divine Creator who made and fashioned the world. It is a hypothesis without scientific "evidence"; to accept it one must have faith in a human theory. The only evidence that is available is what can be duplicated in any laboratory.

One cannot deny that changes and development have occurred throughout mankind. Some varieties of species have become extinct and we occasionally see new strains forming within new species. There isn't any evidence supporting the theory that one kind of living thing ever evolved from another kind. However, existing evidence supports the Bible's declaration that God created each living creature "according to its kind" (Ge 1:21,24-25). Therefore, the belief that God started the evolution process (known as theistic evolution) is false because it contradicts the clear Biblical revelation that ascribes to God an active role in all aspects of creation.

As Christians and witnesses for Christ (Ac 1:8) it is important that we take caution in what we teach (1 Tim 6:20,21) because all false witnesses will not go unpunished (Pr 19:9).

01 I Am...

02 Opening Run

03 Connected

04 Unite!

05 Evolution

06 Naturally

07 Never Ever

09 Still Alone

09 Daybreak

10 Taskinlude

11 M

12 A Song is Born

13 Dearest

14 No More Words

15 Endless Sorrow (Gone With the Wind Version)

16 Flower Garden (Hidden Track)

“In the Lord I take refuge ” (Psalm 11:1)

3.6 The Eternal God – beyond us (Ex 3:13,14)

So using a person's name indicates a desire for closeness. God speaks to this shepherd and calls him by name (Ex 3:4). As we've just seen the very next thing He does is to start communicating with Moses by explaining who it is who is speaking to him, and He does it by the use of names (Ex 3:6).

God who is "I AM"
Before we start examining the names by which He identifies Himself, we need to jump on to verse 14 where He says, “This is what you are to say to the Israelites: ‘I AM has sent me to you.'” (or “I will be what I will be”). The note at the bottom of the page in your Bible will probably tell you that the Hebrew for the word printed with capital letters, LORD, in your Bible sounds like and is derived from the Hebrew for “I am”. Thus wherever you see God described in your Bible as the LORD, really what you are reading is “the I Am”.

So what does “I am” signify? It has at least three implications. First of all, let's think about it this way: one of the problems we suffer from as human beings is other people trying to change us to be more what they want us to be. In defence we might say, “Look, I'm just me, take me as I am!” or “I'm just me! What you see is what you get!” or even “I am who I am!”

I AM = Independence
A teenager looking for their own individuality might say about their future, “I'll be what I'll be, not what you want me to be!” “I am who I am” is first a statement of independence – “I'm not reliant on anyone else, I am me so don't try to change me, just accept me as I am!” In other words the declaration, “I am” is a declaration of independence. It is like God saying, “Take me just as I am, don't try and conform me to what you would like of a deity!”

I AM = Sovereign
Second, it is interesting to note that God never explains Himself. There is in this a sense of sovereignty. He might have said, “I am God! I don't need to explain myself to anyone. I just am!” If we study the Bible to see all the things it tells us about God, we find it indicates that He is omnipotent (all powerful), omnipresent (anywhere and everywhere) and omniscient (all knowing). In other words there is no other being in our existence who can match these descriptions. More than that there is no limit to His knowledge, His wisdom, His understanding or His power. No human being can be compared in any way.

I AM = Unchanging
But there is yet a further implication: when God says, “I am”, because of who He is, He can always say that, “I am.” So if time travel was possible and we were able to travel back a million years, God would be there, exactly the same as today. If we travelled a million years into the future, He would be there, identical. If we travelled a million light years through space, we would find Him there – exactly the same. Wherever we went and whenever we went, He is there! The same!

I AM = Holy, Different!
Now, if we put all these things together what does this tell us about God? It tells us that He is utterly different from anyone or anything else we know. It is this difference we refer to when we speak of His holiness, His utterly different-ness! His perfection, His completion; this is holiness.

But what does this say about our everyday experience and God?

His omnipotence means that because He is all-powerful, He is totally in control (and that has implications that we'll touch on in a later chapter).

Because He is omnipresent, there is nowhere that we can go where He is not. This means that there is no difficult circumstance, where He will not be.

Because He is omniscient, it means that there is nothing about me that I can hide from Him. He knows my past, my present, my future, my thoughts, my feelings, my hopes, my dreams, my disappointments, and my fears – and despite this, He loves me!

All of this aspect of God is really beyond me! I cannot understand His greatness; I cannot understand His incredible love that just keeps on and on and on. However, a friend once said to me, “You know, the things I do understand about God in the Bible help me to simply accept the things I cannot understand about Him!” This God, who is beyond my understanding, is there for us!

And you thought you were alone in the world?

I'm not sure on a scale of one to ten how good of a lover I am, but I do know one thing when it comes to men, and that is blow jobs. I figure if nothing else then give them oral until they absolutely want to throw me down and pound me as hard as they can. I like it rough.

Fourty-Five is a stand-by, and always ready to meet my needs when I'm going round the bend. We agreed to meet tonight, he picked me up and took me to our usual hotel. I decided to do the school girl thing with him I found a dark kilt that was indecently short a little white top that left nothing to the imagination and a push up bra to push it over the top. All this was of course covered until we were in private.

The good things about Fourty-five is he's black, he's very strong and he likes to take me in every way he can. He still likes the novelty of a white girl and he really likes to be able to do me up the bum.

I was gagging for it so much today (literally) that I did some things that are ill advised and let him cum on my face and tits. I've let him cum on my tits before but this is the first time I've let anyone cum on my face. It felt so dirty and erotic that I pushed it further and had him take a picture with my cell phone. I wish I could post them here, but it's probably against the guidelines, and photobucket does not like X-rated photos and my tits are hanging out.

I don't know why this turned me on so much, but it really did. In the next round I had him cum on my face again and then while he was still hard I had him take a picture of me sucking his cock. I'm still turned on every time I look at it. There is something so erotic, I'm lilly white, and his big black cock looks like it's not even going to fit.

I find the secret to good oral is a stable position, either bracing the arms over top on the bed or kneeling. I prefer kneeling. I'm still working on my gag reflex, so I'm not really able to give good lessons yet (anyone, want to practice?). I do know that if I control my breathing in short (not long) breaths I can take more. I've also heard that if you lie on the bed on your back, with your head hanging over the end, and the bed is of a height that the guy can reach in that position, then, that is the best way to learn to deep throat. I've never tried it personally.

On a side note I may pick up Fifty and Fifty-one very soon. I started on a BDSM site, in the interest of finding someone who will really tie me up and I met a couple where the male is the Dom, but the female wants to practice being a Domme. They promise to bind my breasts, tie me up, and stick his cock down my throat until I gag and slap my face. There may be something truly wrong with me that this has me dreaming about it night and day, but I'm in day-dream heaven.

On the face of it this makes sense, a huge proportion of Internet journeys start with search and anyone who has looked at analytics for one of their websites will know how often users simply type the URL into Google. Search terms can also be a lot easier to remember than the usual blahblahblah.com/thingy/whatsit  of many campaign URLs.

I first noticed the trend in Japan last year, most Japanese offline ads (TV, magazine, 48 sheet etc) have a picture of a search box in the corner with the suggested search terms to find the website rather than a URL. This makes perfect sense in a country that doesn't primarily use the Latin alphabet that urls tend to be written in.

Further, there is research that suggests Japanese consumers find a keyword suggestion in an ad more convenient than a URL (82.9% to 4%).

The downside to suggesting search terms rather than URLs is that there is nothing to stop competitors, spammers and other assorted Internet nasties optimising their sites and buying pay per click advertising against the keywords your spending a lot of money encouraging consumers to search for. Further, if like Orange at the start of their "I am" campaign you rely on pay per click ads to drive traffic, you are going to be paying for every visitor you drive to your site via the search term.  I'd love to know how many people Orange drove to i-am-bored.com - the top organic result for that search term.

The recent government "act on co2" campaign which also has a search term call to action seems to have been a success. Google insight shows that there was a large spike in searches when the campaign broke, the site has the majority of the organic (i.e. non paid) links against the term on Google and not too many spammers are buying adwords.

I would like to see the results of testing a search call to action against a url call to action to see if any upswing in site visitors would outweigh the negatives.

My feeling on this (before seeing any research) is that it makes sense to use a search call to action if you have a relatively short term campaign (optimising against a keyphrase takes time and a short term campaign makes it harder for a spammer to optimise against you), a defendable keyphrase and difficulty in getting the url you want. Also, it's worth noting that some Japanese campaigns use both a url and a search term but it's hard to know if this is confusing or helpful.

Anyone have any further thoughts on this?

Exodus Chapter 3

Who is God to you?  What does He mean to you?  Moses was talking to God when God told him to go to Pharoah and tell him to release God's people.  Moses was shaking in his sandles.  He was terrified to go and speak with this great leader.  Moses needed God to be His strength.  He needed God to be his authority.  He needed God to be so many things to him at that very moment.  And when Moses needed Him the most, He was there.  He was everything that Moses needed Him to be.  God told Moses, "I am."  That's all Moses needed to hear.  With God on his team, he was able to get through all his insecurities.  So, again I'll ask the question... who is God to you?  What do you need Him to be for you.  Strength?  Courage?  Help?  Whatever it is that you need, God is there for you.

Prayer:  Lord, thank you for being more than enough for us.  You love us so much.  You desire for your children to have the best and to be the best.  Be what this reader needs you to be.  Be the backbone for those that need courage.  Be the muscle for those who require strength.  Be the brain for those who desire wisdom.  Be the enforcer for those who need authority.  I love you, Lord.  Thank you for being what I needed You to be.  When I needed comfort, You became my security.  Thank you...

I am Easy to Roll, Easy goin

I wonder why sumtimes luv's sucks...

I hear people whisperin bout me and i still dont f**kin care

I see people hate me but thats the way it is

I want blowin up the world

I am Nobody

I pretend everythin okay

I feel exiled

I touch desperately

I worry i've been waitin for nothin

I cry in my stupid broken heart

I am Nobody

I understand i'm f**ked up

I say i'm not okay

I dream somethin that almost impossible

I try to survive and do better

I hope GOD understand what i want..

I am Nobody

I am Me.

In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me.
Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone
chose it — I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth,
my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself.

I
own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and
successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can
become intimately acquainted with me.
By so doing, I can love me and
be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself
that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know — but as long as
I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully
look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me.

However
I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel
at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of
how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I
can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent
something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think,
say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be
productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and
things outside of me.
I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me.
I am me, and I am Okay…

ini kata gwe beberapa waktu kemarin waktu seorang teman komen tentang lagu di harddisk gwe.

dan sekarang, entah kenapa gwe pengen ga punya semua kenangan di masa itu.
kayak waktu gwe amnesia setelah tabrakan satu setengah tahun yang lalu. bertanya-tanya, "ya Tuhan, kenapa tidak sekalian kau ambil ingatan itu?"

hahaha, emosi sesaat gwe. semoga besok gwe berubah pikiran. dan bersyukur bahwa ku pernah punyainya.

gwe, dalam pengkhianatan

Either way it go though, I am who I am. I cannot change who my family molded me to be. They've made me a sad, depressed, angry person. But today something was different about today. I was happy all day today I have no clue to why though and I felt weird as hell. I was even smiling and joking around with my youngest sister.

I don't really like stressing folks and stuff only when its necessary and I confrontations are hard for me. I rather hide behind something then talk to that person. I've always been like that for as long as I can remember. My communication skills suck major hockey pucks. I try and try and try but it just don't work I try to motivate myself to be a happier person or try to find things that'll keep me happy. But, the things that keep me happy are dark, sad, gloomy things.

I put my heart and soul into a lot of things and people too. Most of the time I get crushed or it backfires. A person like me is a good one cause anyone less sane than me would of gone insane by now. Well I guess being who I am and the fact that I have a strong pride and used to so much bad and negative shit in my life it just doesn't phase me any more.

Il sesso era qualcosa di puro e non una sensazione violata, ma qualcosa di autentico per arrivare al piacere. Piacere che ha come scopo se stesso e nulla di più.

Ore di solo sesso,ore di solo piacere e basta.

Quello ora è solo un ricordo. Una stupida nostalgia innocente, una voglia tenue di giocare ancora a quel gioco. Una paura di non ricordarmi più le regole di quel gioco. Ripassare le istruzioni con più di un uomo, c'è sempre da imparare ed io come allievo ero il primo della classe.

C'erano cose che non mi andavano di fare ma le facevo e con stupore scoprivo che mi piacevano. Non sono un perverso, sono una persona con cui piace giocare con e sul sesso. Non trovo nulla di male in tutto questo, ognuno si compiace  alla propria maniera.

Camilleri parla sempre di omicidi.Faletti parla sempre di omicidi.Lucarelli parla sempre di omicidi. Baricco non parla mai di niente.

Ed io che non sono nessuno parlo di sesso.  Il sesso sarà sempre presente nel mio blog, a volte molto, a volte poco, a volte molto poco, così come la morte sarà sempre presente nei romanzi dei giallisti e gli alieni nei libri di fantascienza. Ma non chiamatemi “scrittore erotico”, per carità,  che mi viene l'orticaria. 

L’erotismo non c’entra niente con il sesso, come il sesso non c'entra niente con l'amore.

Ed io non c'entro niente con tutto questo da poco più di un anno e ne sono felice.

La malinconia è svanita,  è stata ricoperta da te, con il tuo nettare mi hai riverginato. Con il tuo immenso amore mi hai partorito. Sono rinato. Come una farfalla, come un qualcosa di nuovo l'hai fatto esplodere. Le nostre vite si sono incastonate, abbracciate ,più strette di un anello che non toglierò mai.

Each of us a prism
arising in the biosphere,
crystallizing in the noosphere.

Oh so aching ready to be
Finally free of fear
that
you are only you
and
I am only me.

July 2008